Random Thoughts

I just had a random thought...if you can't tell whether your day was good or bad, what kind of day was it? Today was one of those days. I woke up feeling very rested (oddly enough, as I got little to no sleep) and made it to my 8 a.m. on time. I got my homework done in time and was generally having a good day.

Then I went to work. I like my job...but, I hated it today. And then my friends are fighting (y'all better straighten up and act right...I can't have my surrogate family all screwed up). And then I had practice, which is both good and bad. My body always loves a good work out, but for some reason, I just wasn't in the work-out mood.

Right now I'm feeling kind of disconnected from everything. My brain isn't plugged into my body. I keep having these random thoughts, like:

• I need to give myself a manicure.
• I want a massage...full body, deep tissue (preferably from a very tall, muscular man, LOL)
• I'm glad to have my room to myself at night this week.
• I'd like to have my room to myself forever.
• I wonder what it would be like to have sex in the shower...or in a car...or in semi-public place...or with more than one person at a time...or with a chick (am I allowed to wonder that?)...or what it would be like to have sex without any inhibitions...
• I wanna know why my thoughts always turn to sex....
• Why do the thoughts of the people around me always turn to sex, even if I don't say anything aloud?
• Do I have "sex-fiend" written on my forehead?
• Will I be able to get ice cream when I go home this weekend?
• Will I ever get married? Do I want to?
• Will my siblings ever straighten up and act like adults?
• Will they ever be happy?
• Will I ever make my parents proud of me, just because I'm me?
• Will I ever own a cute pink bra from Victoria's Secret?
• Bridget is a beautiful name. So is Josephine. I also like Alexander.

Random, random, random...